October 24, 2007
these are all random.
i missed choco pie! i want some!!!
oh, right. these past two months (i think) i've been so much busy with school work. it seems endless.
i went to school yesterday to make some assessment and i'll be planning to pay the tuition (frustration) fees at the start of the semester.
i didn't expect time to fly like this so fast.
when you're so damn busy it seems like your life has stopped too. i mean, still, no sense of everything.
routinary.
but i have no choice.
still i've got to push myself in this. this is my decision, and all risks are not options. i've got to find solutions.
is this what i want?
i've got to play pro again! but, i've got to stop.
it's all clear now... i'm gonna keep you... like flowing water... into forever...
*kept singing...
to talk about school work or not? maybe not.
i love this rainy day. full of emotions. come back. please.
*sings again...
August 12, 2007
and... it's gone. may nagalit. haha.. joke. wala lang.
this post, is actually--uhm.. well i don't know either what will i say.-
(after a few minutes...)
oh yeah.. tomorrow's the start of midterms week! well i hope i'll pass.. i keep slacking off these past five days (walang pasok nung wednesday and thursday due to the typhoon, and i don't have subjects on friday and weekends); so there, i'm not sure when i'm going to post again. geee.. kinda addicted to a lot of stuffs,, psp-ing, chocolates...,-- psp-ing, hahaha! *sighs deeply; but after the exams i'll be working on a new layout. something to look forward to. yeah! :)
and of course! i've finished harry potter! still upset (kasi nga tapos na yung book!); but still, a nice ending; (and i'm playing harry potter 4&5 in my psp!); i wont be giving reviews now, someday pag marami nang nakabasa; cheers!
felix felicis;; gulp.
July 10, 2007
tagalog dapat lahat. bear with me. (oso kasama ako??) xp hay. pagkatapos ko manood ng death note (kamatayan note (damn ang hirap itranslate!)), binasa ko lahat ng nakasulat sa blog (dayari/dayariya?) na ito. ako'y nawiwindang (hindi ko alam kung kasama ito sa diksyonaryong pinoy) dahil oo, inaamin ko, ang laki ng pinagbago ko. hinahanap-hanap ko ang kalog na aj noon, na naging si jul ngayon, at si jam na hindi ko alam kung saang baul ko nakuha, o kung ano pa mang pangalang gagamitin ko bilang screen-name (screen,, ano ba sa tagalog yun?? uhm.. tabing?? as in silverscreen, pinilakang tabing, o sige lumalayo na ko sa topic.. o topikiya, pwe ang hirap pala magtagalog!). parte ba 'to ng pagbibinata? haha. hindi, sa totoo lang ha, tumatanda na nga ako (oy oy oy asa ka labingwalong taong gulang palang ako!), at naging seryoso, at sa bawat tuldok ng petsa sa kalendaryo (archives) ng blog (wag na itranslate) na ito, alam ko lang sa sarili ko na naging sobrang malungkutin nga ako. mula sa bawat pagpihit ng oras na nagbabago ang skin (balat) ng dayariyang (parang sakit, ano sa tingin niyo?) ito, ay nagbabago rin ang damdamin ko. alam niyo bang ang art (arte) ay ekspresyon ng mga saloobin ng bawat tao? kaya mahalaga sa akin na ako mismo ang gumagawa at nagpapakahirap gumawa ng mga balat nito, kasi akin itong pahinang-sapot* na ito!!! (hindi ako galit!) dahil isang parte ng puso ko, naririto, mga bagay na hindi ko masabi minsan (o nakakalimutan kong ichismis! haha) nandito! at sa bawat pakikipagsapalaran (whew) ay marami naman akong natutunan. hindi na ko gaanong tanga. kung saan saan na rin ako napunta. marami narin akong nakilala. pero, hindi laging masaya. kaya ako malungkot. at saka ko lang naisip, tanga parin ako. (o wag masyadong feeling close (nagmamalapit.. hehe may ganun ba?) a!, ako lang pwedeng tumawag sa sarili ko nyan!). at syempre, binawi ko yun. (haha!), hindi ako tanga! (ano ba talaga kuya?), nawalan lang ng landas. sa inyong lahat, hindi lahat ng bagay, may dahilan at ang mga bagay na hindi nasasagot ng simpleng pagmamarunong ay huwag ipilit at pag-awayan pa! sa huli, talo ka parin, malungkot ka na, wala ka pang pera, eh kung may Diyos ka, astig ka na, panalo ka pa!
*webpage
July 06, 2007
in my years with the public transportation, here's my list of people-to-avoid to guarantee a nice trip. haha. hope this works.
one. the go-kadas. i mean sila ang kwelang barkada na di mo kilala, and when i say barkada, they're many. i once sat at the back and i was with this group. i think they are on vacation. seniors yata, mga graduates na, and of course, they're loud. apat lang yata kami sa van na "regular" people, haha, i mentioned they're kwela, or funny, yeah they are, and as the trip goes, it became very irritating to laugh to something, or someone you didn't knew at all. ang hirap kaya magpigil ng tawa! sabay tingin sila sayo, "geez.. look at that guy, smiling alone." haha.
two. drunkards. two days ko na nakikita si manong lasing sa terminal. last wednesday, nakatabi ko pa siya sa pila. akala ko nga autistic eh. scary. you don't even know what he would do! he's in his subconscious you know! then tinatawag niya lahat ng dispatcher and anyone na sa tingin niyang mukhang gulong, and ask questions kung nasan na yung mga van! (pag six to seven kasi, normally, walang van sa taas kaya we fall in line to wait) then buti nalang dumiskarte si kuya dispatcher, he told this drunk na sumakay na sa camella (a subdivision before ours), and whew.. sumakay na siya yes! haha. and dumating na yung van namin! yes! walang lasing. walang hassle. yeah!
three. skunks. who likes them anyway? pipiliin ko na yung drunk kasi tulog naman sila sa van kaysa sa skunks! because odor never sleeps! wahaha. peaceout.
four. the dreamers. they're the ones who super sleeps! haha. mahirap silang katabi coz they lean on you! sleep on you! smudge their make-up on your white uniform! geez are they so heavy! of course, there are exceptions, nasa looks naman yun. hahaha. at age bracket. you'll easily know the difference.
five. vip's. they're easy to spot. regularly, they sit in front with the driver, and they will make you wait until they arrive! minsan made-delay pa yung mga dapat na sasakay na kasi bigla silang magpapalakas sa mga dispatcher at drivers at magrerequest na isabay na sila sa paalis na trip. imagine ikaw yung nasa end of the line! very unfair right? unless of course family sila, but still, business is business right?
six. notorious ones. sorry, i'm being judgmental, but i can't help looking and shivering at them. okay na yung safe right?
seven. rubbish mouths. all they can say is p*** and t*** and g***! asar, ang lalakas ng boses! parang di nag-aral sa school! come on, do you use that frequently in a normal conversation? haha! sorry.
eight. holdaper! how can i forget them! of course they're really hard to spot unless you can read minds but still, they're most painful thing for public transportation, next to terrorists. geez.
nine. dj's. they're the ones when you're busy with your quick nap and before you know it, you're already awake from their loud ipods or mp3s, and all you can do is listen and frown to the distorted sound of their havoc! yung kahapon pang nakasabay ko sumasayaw pa! ang bibbo! music pa nya rihanna! see? i heard it!
ten. si naruto. wahaha.
well anyway, these are just my observations. that's why sometimes i don't take my nap at the trip, kasi nga there's someone who caught my attention. and the last thing to do in times of sheer madness is prayer! sumalangit nawa sila. peace. :p
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today's july 6, another layout, but still a part of version 7. added new smilies to the cbox. fun! :p
July 05, 2007
the last post was a mess so i have to clear things up. so i'm talking about the harry potter movie, which i never missed to watched since the first flick, and how happy(excited) i was that i'll be watching it with the troupe, sana, and sana rin, with my family (i watched two times at movie houses), so that's my point. but still, before the fun is the agony-and i have to go to school now.
July 04, 2007
badtrip. ang hirap nung quiz sa client! pero sana pumasa ko! i'm excited for our movie trip next week although before that, we need to finish a few things for majors which is/are.. uhmm.. well anyway, as i told you, we're going to watch again, hopefully, what else, sasabihin ko pa ba? haha.. oh you know it! and, well, i wish that we would go.
next week nalang