dead stars

2007-10-24T11:58:00.000+08:00

these are all random.

i missed choco pie! i want some!!!
oh, right. these past two months (i think) i've been so much busy with school work. it seems endless.
i went to school yesterday to make some assessment and i'll be planning to pay the tuition (frustration) fees at the start of the semester.
i didn't expect time to fly like this so fast.
when you're so damn busy it seems like your life has stopped too. i mean, still, no sense of everything.
routinary.
but i have no choice.
still i've got to push myself in this. this is my decision, and all risks are not options. i've got to find solutions.
is this what i want?
i've got to play pro again! but, i've got to stop.
it's all clear now... i'm gonna keep you... like flowing water... into forever...
*kept singing...
to talk about school work or not? maybe not.
i love this rainy day. full of emotions. come back. please.
*sings again...

2007-08-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

and... it's gone. may nagalit. haha.. joke. wala lang.
this post, is actually--uhm.. well i don't know either what will i say.-
(after a few minutes...)
oh yeah.. tomorrow's the start of midterms week! well i hope i'll pass.. i keep slacking off these past five days (walang pasok nung wednesday and thursday due to the typhoon, and i don't have subjects on friday and weekends); so there, i'm not sure when i'm going to post again. geee.. kinda addicted to a lot of stuffs,, psp-ing, chocolates...,-- psp-ing, hahaha! *sighs deeply; but after the exams i'll be working on a new layout. something to look forward to. yeah! :)

and of course! i've finished harry potter! still upset (kasi nga tapos na yung book!); but still, a nice ending; (and i'm playing harry potter 4&5 in my psp!); i wont be giving reviews now, someday pag marami nang nakabasa; cheers!

felix felicis;; gulp.

2007-07-10T10:26:00.000+08:00

tagalog dapat lahat. bear with me. (oso kasama ako??) xp hay. pagkatapos ko manood ng death note (kamatayan note (damn ang hirap itranslate!)), binasa ko lahat ng nakasulat sa blog (dayari/dayariya?) na ito. ako'y nawiwindang (hindi ko alam kung kasama ito sa diksyonaryong pinoy) dahil oo, inaamin ko, ang laki ng pinagbago ko. hinahanap-hanap ko ang kalog na aj noon, na naging si jul ngayon, at si jam na hindi ko alam kung saang baul ko nakuha, o kung ano pa mang pangalang gagamitin ko bilang screen-name (screen,, ano ba sa tagalog yun?? uhm.. tabing?? as in silverscreen, pinilakang tabing, o sige lumalayo na ko sa topic.. o topikiya, pwe ang hirap pala magtagalog!). parte ba 'to ng pagbibinata? haha. hindi, sa totoo lang ha, tumatanda na nga ako (oy oy oy asa ka labingwalong taong gulang palang ako!), at naging seryoso, at sa bawat tuldok ng petsa sa kalendaryo (archives) ng blog (wag na itranslate) na ito, alam ko lang sa sarili ko na naging sobrang malungkutin nga ako. mula sa bawat pagpihit ng oras na nagbabago ang skin (balat) ng dayariyang (parang sakit, ano sa tingin niyo?) ito, ay nagbabago rin ang damdamin ko. alam niyo bang ang art (arte) ay ekspresyon ng mga saloobin ng bawat tao? kaya mahalaga sa akin na ako mismo ang gumagawa at nagpapakahirap gumawa ng mga balat nito, kasi akin itong pahinang-sapot* na ito!!! (hindi ako galit!) dahil isang parte ng puso ko, naririto, mga bagay na hindi ko masabi minsan (o nakakalimutan kong ichismis! haha) nandito! at sa bawat pakikipagsapalaran (whew) ay marami naman akong natutunan. hindi na ko gaanong tanga. kung saan saan na rin ako napunta. marami narin akong nakilala. pero, hindi laging masaya. kaya ako malungkot. at saka ko lang naisip, tanga parin ako. (o wag masyadong feeling close (nagmamalapit.. hehe may ganun ba?) a!, ako lang pwedeng tumawag sa sarili ko nyan!). at syempre, binawi ko yun. (haha!), hindi ako tanga! (ano ba talaga kuya?), nawalan lang ng landas. sa inyong lahat, hindi lahat ng bagay, may dahilan at ang mga bagay na hindi nasasagot ng simpleng pagmamarunong ay huwag ipilit at pag-awayan pa! sa huli, talo ka parin, malungkot ka na, wala ka pang pera, eh kung may Diyos ka, astig ka na, panalo ka pa!

*webpage

2007-07-06T06:31:00.000+08:00

in my years with the public transportation, here's my list of people-to-avoid to guarantee a nice trip. haha. hope this works.
one. the go-kadas. i mean sila ang kwelang barkada na di mo kilala, and when i say barkada, they're many. i once sat at the back and i was with this group. i think they are on vacation. seniors yata, mga graduates na, and of course, they're loud. apat lang yata kami sa van na "regular" people, haha, i mentioned they're kwela, or funny, yeah they are, and as the trip goes, it became very irritating to laugh to something, or someone you didn't knew at all. ang hirap kaya magpigil ng tawa! sabay tingin sila sayo, "geez.. look at that guy, smiling alone." haha.
two. drunkards. two days ko na nakikita si manong lasing sa terminal. last wednesday, nakatabi ko pa siya sa pila. akala ko nga autistic eh. scary. you don't even know what he would do! he's in his subconscious you know! then tinatawag niya lahat ng dispatcher and anyone na sa tingin niyang mukhang gulong, and ask questions kung nasan na yung mga van! (pag six to seven kasi, normally, walang van sa taas kaya we fall in line to wait) then buti nalang dumiskarte si kuya dispatcher, he told this drunk na sumakay na sa camella (a subdivision before ours), and whew.. sumakay na siya yes! haha. and dumating na yung van namin! yes! walang lasing. walang hassle. yeah!
three. skunks. who likes them anyway? pipiliin ko na yung drunk kasi tulog naman sila sa van kaysa sa skunks! because odor never sleeps! wahaha. peaceout.
four. the dreamers. they're the ones who super sleeps! haha. mahirap silang katabi coz they lean on you! sleep on you! smudge their make-up on your white uniform! geez are they so heavy! of course, there are exceptions, nasa looks naman yun. hahaha. at age bracket. you'll easily know the difference.
five. vip's. they're easy to spot. regularly, they sit in front with the driver, and they will make you wait until they arrive! minsan made-delay pa yung mga dapat na sasakay na kasi bigla silang magpapalakas sa mga dispatcher at drivers at magrerequest na isabay na sila sa paalis na trip. imagine ikaw yung nasa end of the line! very unfair right? unless of course family sila, but still, business is business right?
six. notorious ones. sorry, i'm being judgmental, but i can't help looking and shivering at them. okay na yung safe right?
seven. rubbish mouths. all they can say is p*** and t*** and g***! asar, ang lalakas ng boses! parang di nag-aral sa school! come on, do you use that frequently in a normal conversation? haha! sorry.
eight. holdaper! how can i forget them! of course they're really hard to spot unless you can read minds but still, they're most painful thing for public transportation, next to terrorists. geez.
nine. dj's. they're the ones when you're busy with your quick nap and before you know it, you're already awake from their loud ipods or mp3s, and all you can do is listen and frown to the distorted sound of their havoc! yung kahapon pang nakasabay ko sumasayaw pa! ang bibbo! music pa nya rihanna! see? i heard it!
ten. si naruto. wahaha.
well anyway, these are just my observations. that's why sometimes i don't take my nap at the trip, kasi nga there's someone who caught my attention. and the last thing to do in times of sheer madness is prayer! sumalangit nawa sila. peace. :p

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today's july 6, another layout, but still a part of version 7. added new smilies to the cbox. fun! :p

2007-07-05T11:09:00.000+08:00

the last post was a mess so i have to clear things up. so i'm talking about the harry potter movie, which i never missed to watched since the first flick, and how happy(excited) i was that i'll be watching it with the troupe, sana, and sana rin, with my family (i watched two times at movie houses), so that's my point. but still, before the fun is the agony-and i have to go to school now.

2007-07-04T13:06:00.000+08:00

badtrip. ang hirap nung quiz sa client! pero sana pumasa ko! i'm excited for our movie trip next week although before that, we need to finish a few things for majors which is/are.. uhmm.. well anyway, as i told you, we're going to watch again, hopefully, what else, sasabihin ko pa ba? haha.. oh you know it! and, well, i wish that we would go.
next week nalang

2007-07-01T19:36:00.000+08:00

and as expected, i'm busy again. well, not that so busy, still had time to sleep, and do this and that.. so anyway, i would like to extend my gratitude to those who didn't forgot the day, and i'm so overwhelmed by that. have a great summer to some people out there. well here, classes are always ongoing. kelan kaya babagyo? hahaha.

2007-06-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

im back at school since wednesday. i still have that same days of class, which is from monday to thursday only, and i'm thankful for that. yes third year na ko! all in all i have eight subjects this sem, six of which are major subjects, pretty disturbing. (four of those are with the course books [bulky! the one with plane tickets which i've told you]) haha.. well i hope i will still have time to post on the future, you know i'm always so busy at school. and anyway, i'll just be around.

2007-06-07T12:12:00.000+08:00

i brought the tagboard back, fixed a few errors, tried it on firefox, and there it is. and yeah, i'm jj. that's what they used to call me at home.

2007-06-06T20:22:00.000+08:00

halo-halo,, and a bit of a techie post. :p
well i was a bit obvious but i guessed this is much better. i stopped for a short visit and had a thought to myself that she's not worth it, but then again i thought, mutual must be strong. i guess it's wrong for me to judge it that way but i can't do anything else, the past.. can it be just the past? why did i ever bother?
summer has been the season for a relatively large number of reformats this pc had. this morning i finally decided to cut off one of the local drives (my primary, a maxtor) for its very horrendous performance. before that my operating system was installed in that drive and after years my pc's startup became rather slow. the last note i had was it took me fifty five minutes before i used it for my stuff. i thought regular "startup faster" programs will work but it didn't. and this past week that disk was infected and destroyed my sop's (standard operating procedures). i can't hardly breathe thinking that it was "doom's day" for my rig and that the next semester is fast approaching. (how can i work with my programming?) it didn't end there, still i could made some few adjustments to make some of my applications work like web browsers but yesterday the primary drive failed to read at startup(i can't remember the error message but it's somehow like that), of course it would mean that i can't use the pc that time. then i had to reboot it again and it would still give the same message. i knew it had to be the end but somehow it read and it worked again at the midst of my temper. i thought this would be redundant and i would've just do it until it ran okay but this morning it was really bad. i can't hardly fix it. i had to open the case a few times and repress all cards and cables to their ports but that didn't help. the drive just can't read. maybe it's dead. so i ran into conclusion that i should remove the bad drive. the good thing was that i have a secondary drive, a seagate, and much newer than that of my maxtor which was manufactured in the 90s, compared to my 2004 seagate. so i removed the ide cables from both drives, replaced seagate's ide with that of my maxtor, and also connected to the power supply to whichever cable cause they all look alike. i powered up the pc. made few adjustments, reformatted my drive, fresh-installed an operating system, re-installed personal applications, and write this post. and yeah my pc became very much faster. mission accomplished. :p

update! i was wrong. firefox wasn't the problem but my code. haha. finally i got it! (thanks to source codes)links to other blogsets will be done in the future since i lost the photoshop file of v7 skin and if ever you have comments or something with me (haha), you know how to reach me. :P

2007-05-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

it's seven pm. just woke up from a quick nap. this morning we had uh.. what do i call it.. a trip. rather an outing. oh what's the crap it's just swimming. with the family. it's nice while the rain pours down. i wish i don't get sick. but anyway. i saw someone there. and i.. well, uhm.

2007-05-26T17:43:00.000+08:00

first love? haha. have you ever wonder what's happening in their lives right now? i mean did they really care about you at all back then? and at your meet have you done something so as to be close to them? it's been really a long time. sayang nga kailangan niya na umalis. so was i. farewells are always the hardest part. i wish she do still remember me. haha. spare me.

update! well yeah,, she do still remember me. :p

2007-05-25T13:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday we were at jen's to celebrate her birthday. it was really fun chatting with high school buddies again. i kept thinking that they would become matured after stepping into college but they're still the same, talking about tv, cartoons, music, haha, it's like going back three years. and yeah i admit i'm so overwhelmed i got to see them again.

2007-05-24T13:24:00.000+08:00

at last. well i'm not even sure what to tell or where to start.
(may na-type na ko actually but i can't remember much detail so next time nalang. haha)
well, the cbox is gone. please try to understand me. :p and it's the most simplest i've ever done but i'm good about it.(about the layout)
i'm about to finish the book i'm reading and i'm occupied so much about it, well at least i'm doing something while on vacation. even if i didn't continue my application, i'm pretty decided about it, still work could wait until about two years in time. haha. nice. i wish.
well yeah i'm just staying at home, probably because i'm broke(walang pera). haha. so what could i expect. at least malapit yung sm, if ever i feel like going out.
and anyway i'll just make a draft first before i post something here. i'm not really in the mood now. yeah that's it.

2007-03-28T08:10:00.000+08:00

this part of my life. it's called stupidity.
i've never imagined i will come to this point. i always think of the brighter side. it's pure optimism. you could just imagine how a plane, on a trip high above the clouds, would crash down, killing, not almost, but everyone. my life isn't like that. it didn't crashed down below but it keeps on falling. and it intensifies. i'm just so down and it would never be the same again.

anyway, i'll be changing the layout in the next few days.

2007-03-17T07:46:00.000+08:00

firefox users: i do not know if you had encountered the same problem but the blog is better viewed at internet explorer since firefox has their own font-related issues.
well anyway, last week we had our final exams and it was okay (well i wish i would pass), and we had an early summer vacation. on sunday we'll be going out of town to swim (overnight, be back on monday) and i'll have to post quite a lot to share something or maybe everything.
last week we had been connected for broadband, and the week's quite busy for my pc. and guess what? it slowed down a lot. so i had to reformat yesterday (windows normally installs in one to one and a half hour(s)).

2007-02-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

my life is not just sitting in front of my computer.
so far i've been so busy at school doing stuff students would do, and professors would gladly burdened you.
the checklist below is not really intended for sharing (to you) but reminding (me).
. i (we) need to finish our term paper before the second week of march
. i (we) need to practice the speech fest piece (say that fast!)
. i (we) need a video about anointing.
. i need (must) study not just the major subjects, but also the minor ones.
and at last i had my february post!

2007-01-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

this is swift: i fixed some things in this blog like the scrollbar (some people find it hard to see the scrollbar length), and i cut down posts to minimize "meaningless advertising", and there are also few small details i won't wish to elaborate further. anyway, i'm at home, and i'll share a few things on the next posts..

2007-01-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

[with edits]so the holidays are way over, and i'm pretty sure i've messed up school work and i'll be dead if i won't be using the next few days to catch up. to tell you honestly i haven't been doing anything productive at all! despite of cheese-ing up my program, i've never felt so un-accomplished and damn, it's upside-down! yeah, what i've been doing.. (uh, huh) is, are, well, i've finally got time to finish hp six, well i know i'm a little late (..) > and i'm reading something from sparks, at first sight, i think that's the title, well i haven't finished it yet but i think it's dramatic (hehe_), while i was reading it i pictured the main characters look like katie holmes and brad pitt!! hehe, i know they don't connect..!! xp whew, what an imagination., and i also watched couple of dvds to unwind. i finished two asian series, well.. uh hmm.. /, heck i can't understand chinese english! well, uhmm, i think the series was great (totally, = accdg to my bro), i mean without the cap there wouldn't be anything i would understand. also there is genshiken, animation sort-of, (yeah it's anime), college students, societies, and the like; simple, imaginative, matured [yeah], the chapters are named, as what i want to describe it, dissertation titles, it's in japanese so i can catch up a little, (when i say little, it's really little ;p). yeah, daijoubu, i think that means i'm alright; hehe, i'm learning here!. and also had out-of-towns, drinks, and a whole lot. and that actually is my
holiday, people,, exciting eh? yeah it's a mess. )'somehow i missed you alot.(

2006-12-02T08:31:00.000+08:00

we're supposed to have a conference this morning but they're still asleep! hell. whatever.

2006-11-18T08:49:00.000+08:00

i've been catching up on my social life (it runs!) by reading everyone's >< blog..
and.. oh yeah.. i woke up early today, and figured there's nothing much to do so i opened the pc.. i was reading through my own posts and laughed at whatever grammatical flaws it had.. (...) and oh.. memories, yeah..
school > i met few high school classmates in my other classes and they're all grown up! (who doesn't?) and the choice of schedule was wise..
i decided i should sms that someone.. and it was *uh.. not good.. 'tupid indecision.. i felt speechless that time, and the fact that there was really nothing to talk about so why would i bother?
anyway i was so loud last night i think i woke up my neighbor.. mood swings.. it just happened i'm not in a good mood.. information. :)
i'm not a serious person. i am just quiet Xx at times xX and lately, the discovery (!) that i am moody.. :)
oh.. hey jlen, got the news! 'grats! +dean's list!__+ apparently, your friend here's too unlucky (for a time) and maybe it will be like this for the rest of the semester. xp
chi, got the checklist, there's still the ..>(?) if i'll be transferring.. and still unclear if i'm going to get the summer job.. or (this) semester's affairs.. all mixed up.. most especially another =theses= line up for this term!!! [headaches]
whatelse.. seems that i'm typing what comes first into my mind.. (...) uh.. end?.. the period --> .

2006-11-12T11:28:00.000+08:00

so flash's out. i figured it would be best not to clip any flash videos in the winter skin.. it's so disturbing! :) i read something in a library book while doing our term paper last term and it contains guidelines (...) for using graphics in the web. and *cough, i became aware that flashing graphics (the fall skin) can be so disturbing.. i tell ya that skin is bad luck! well perhaps because it took me another four months to post again! and i'm so (slow) for the late realization. gomen.. (/) and uhm.. im happy i was able to make the winter skin! yeah! (yeah i did the skin.--> malcolm in the middle). Xx cross fingers xX and i'll try to post eventually to avoid the "four"-month-gap-'til-aj-posts-again. :)
as you can see i am obviously busy with my degree(oohh...) the first week's not so bad aside from being de-blocked. yeah! 'tupid matters! i can't figure why did they pursue on that.. (whew..) joe's in sjl? no way! joke man. >< oh and yeah! our books (which are shipped from singapore) costs so much!!! (i wonder if books have plane-tickets?!) >< and a lot had happened last term.. well not that it has to be extraordinaire (...) i survived another (2nd time) term paper "term" and we had to watch the ncaa(s) again which is not that exciting anymore considering a lot of key players has Xx retired xX :) first part of the term is exhausting [] and the second part is much more *[]. but i learned to use the public transports across manila.. thanks to the girls at the mrt.. :) i learned to travel from school to the bowling inn.. (bowling part 2 this term! whee..) and the mass trans (lrt's and mrt's),(!) the fun part of riding is when friends are around (crazy!!!). the last portion of that term was the "black" days for us here.. *no power! the typhoon'has washed out everything! [symbolically] and the worst part is its our final exams! [] anyway, i don't want to say much.. it is just so disturbing! :D <-cont.[]
monitor trouble: i'm sorry if the site doesn't show up good at some resolutions.. lately i have been encountering problems in blogger.. >< .. and oh.. the links.. incomplete yeah.. contact me if possible, i just pasted them from my older skin versions so i don't know if it's updated.. ><
[]cont.->i was still able to play my guitx at idle-ic times.. and continue my scripts >< moreover, not that much more to say, and school's fine for me, all's so fine and i think i'm stuck because of so much normality (+) happening. Xx tuning in to the fray xX i'm outta here.

"why the world needs superman"

2006-07-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

in a hell of sophistications and minimalistics i stand ground watching the world as it flew by me from time to time. awesome mankind has brought to date all of we are experiencing right now. the catastrophe of attitudes clashing through mirrors of cultures and traffic jams that made our diligent minds deteriorate easily when sorrow eats the wisdom of souls. faith is currently a hobby. the claim for perfection and equality is evidently a legend. the inaguration of the new profound soul is just the same old soul itself. this writing may be crap from all the metaphorical anxieties but one thing's for sure, we are in a search for something.
watching a movie is like looking at a reflection. the way a flick gently calms the soul as dreams of a perfect world are up to a view. the ambiguity of these views are really linguistic as it forms the claimed fact of a wall between the reality and the dream if wisely interpreted. it then becomes a cry. a wandering search for help. we may deny it, but once and for all, unsarcastic, it is the truth.
"its a bird, its a plane, no! it's superman!."
i watched superman last week with a friend and it was daring. we were in fits of an argument if we are to watch scary movie and superman returns, but with my convincing power, i obviously won the deal. before entering i was already prepearing my words for this post. in the dark theater i am in a picturesque of clean space inside but my endless counts failed for a crowd has already occupied almost half of the entire hall. so filipinos are in poverty isn't it? well, i guess not all, everyone has chance to have fun once in a while. we spotted two nice seats at the top, neither too far or too near. an advantage since i forgot my viewers. and we watched. and it has finished! and oh yeah.. what's in the mind of that person next to me who almost told the whole story! what an audience!
after the movie, i can see smiles on everyone. yeah, me too. it was obviously a good movie. it was worth watching.
"why the world does not need superman"
an epic, a hero, a legend. superman is truly something worth waiting for. a modern-day savior. yet, we see dependency and the constant downfall of faith. it is a reason why he did not exist. he is not a god, further only a myth. for myths are armed with cosmic powers. it explains the balance of nature, why everyhing's fine in real life. one day he may not be a hero, one day he may turn into a monster. advances to the new world may be obtained but remember how great knowledge can turn disastrous at end? it is a story, a food for the dream, an opportunity to be once again, an inspiree. superman is a hope and someday, he may be passed on from this generation to another but there will still be hopes, hopes, and more hopes.
"why the world seeks superman"
our childish dreams emulate the need for someone to bear our loads and to escape ungreatful destiny. what we tried to reveal was that, we are in fact, heroes, in our simple selves. inside us are supermen or superwomen ready to escape and start to help others in our ways of kindness. we are also may be the hero of another person, and that is truly an uplifter. we may not have powers like superman but in to think of so many people crying for help, it is not too late to lend a hand to your lois lane and be like clark kent, ready to fly, ready to soar, ready to inspire. you see, superman is always around.

2006-07-17T17:36:00.000+08:00

my full recovery happened on the afternoon of wednesday when i heard good news.. classes were cut. yeah.. what was i thinking? then another good news on my ear.. classes are suspended tomorrow (which is a thursday).. yeah.. good relief, escape from physics. all in all, i stayed at home for three days and with which at the last school day of the week i was able to attend my class again and watch the ncaa games!! yeah! arriba letran! hehe..
it is raining awfully and there's a little school load for the week and i'm excited for bowl tomorrow! yeah!
a lot had happened..
hey kuya jake (kahit hindi mo mababasa 'to), received the text message! bon voyage! see you in uh.. three years?.. hehe..
a week ago, we watched superman.. yeah.
two thumbs up! my next post will be about it.
i see that everybody's cool.. :)

2006-06-29T09:07:00.000+08:00

yeah we're done with the arguments etc.. and last week's rainin too hard. connection?
but hey.. whenever i ride the van back home i feel so uneasy because of the rains.. and i can't sleep either.. weird no? stressful days... june palang and the loads placed on us are making our backs collapse! parang twin tower! well, i still can watch tv after school but that's it.. homeworks stockpiled! i hate the work.. even though the "home"'s on it.. it's still work. hehe.. :)
it's a bit cold in here..
it's actually our lunch break.. i mean recess.. heck, whatever. also our only freetime.. nice deal the ds is 3pm later, i even think of not showing to class on riz1 pero something is telling me: "hey you're a stupid boy why cut class if you don't have anything else to do?" aj: "shut up!"
i miss my friends from hs..
oh yeah i got the yearbook.. it's a bit dark actually, and one thing: i hate it. :)

2006-06-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

my middle finger's in sore pain from that game of bowl a while ago.. it just happened.. i hate that game, yet, it's fun.
i had lots of work to do right now, but i'm still sitting here. i just think i can manage all that later.
vain.. not in my head right now. i'm occupied with thoughts.. and lots of it unworthy. it always comes up.. i wonder why.
so let's see.. a typical tuesday. i've got to ride the lrt again! here's like the movement of that mean machine: going left.. going right.. and comes to halt.. then it goes again.. hey that man's touching me! and we're so compressed! and it stopped.. i hate it. but i had no choice. after that quick ride i set off-ed again.. it was lame i tell you.. i still feel nauseated.. and the head aches! wow that hurts..
and still.. i'm burdened with work. and i feel like sleeping after this. guess what happens next..

2006-06-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

now i've changed the layout again.. white's out and the flash has returned! hehe.. i hope you like it. the week's been busy for me yet it's only the start of classes! yeah.. got to work hard, i mean.
hmm.. ken will be leaving on saturday to california! have a great time there! we'll still meet in the future. hehe..
the gang's already going to their classes except for jlen (mapua) and trace of course, at canada. well, it seems like everyone's in top condition. there will be more so keep cool. :)

2006-06-07T17:53:00.000+08:00

yet another school year has just commenced! yeah! and now i feel so tired again.. buti nalang hindi six pm yung uwian! hehe..
summer days, goodbye!
tomorrow's the fourth day of i-being-able-to-go-to-school-again and i think it all feels the same. the silence, the melancholy, the masks.. it's wounding. hehe.. ano ba yun?!
hmm.. happy birthday to the june celebrants! you know who you are!

2006-04-28T11:42:00.000+08:00

well so far so good, this summer is really pulling me..
i've been always out-of-house this past few days. been going out to meet people, friends, people, stuff. it's so nice i'll be like this again 'til next week..
planner!
so tuesday next week i'll be at school to enroll, and after that we'll be goin' out again for a party, debut na kasi nung friend ko.. hehe.. happy 18th!
then sa may5, i don't know if we still need to go to school but i wish we will not coz we'll be at the airport! bye trace! see you at canada three years from now.. hehe..
so, i'm counting down the days..
at home, i'm just, uh.. well.. sleeping. hehe.. if not, watching tv or feeling like an artist, stuff, again. well, better get prepared for lunch.
see you next month! :)

2006-04-03T09:55:00.000+08:00

it's another hot summer day and the two day house party is over, i can't forget the laughs, the dishes! (yeah!), the alcohol fountain.. hehe.. and of course, the sleepless nights! grabe, i'm still tired..
here you are again i can feel you breathe down my neck whispering his name while whistling those killer melodies.. (playing deliverance by kn)
uh.. last friday, i've been to school to get the report card, nothing much to do in manila so i went home early. well, sophomore na ko! yeah! it's so fast, pero ang daming memories, yun yung important.

2006-03-21T18:42:00.000+08:00

yes! pagkatapos ng one year sa college as a freshie, at last summer naaah!!! (well aj, you can't be too excited for you will just clean the house all season! noooo....). so i admit, all the summer plans are crossed out. i'll just stay at home, wait for my time.. hehe..
well, the grades are posted at dot letran, well not all, only for english and fil, yeah! i can't tell basta it's more than i expected! hehe..
have a nice summer vacation guys! :p

2006-03-20T18:37:00.000+08:00

wala parin netty sa bahay, i don't know why.. whatever
today, waah! i can feel the summer winds already and it's getting hot here in cavite buti nalang may coke (sponsor?)
ang cute ng bago kong mouse pad which was given to me yesterday, after all those years with the blue mouse pad pwede na syang magretire! ang cute kasi ng design nitong bago, it shows my chocoholic attitude.. (eh kasi aj, hersheys kaya yan!!)
then tinatamad ako magreview! hehe.. i started with chapter five yesterday and i can't even explain what multiplexing is! help! this is gettin' shitter.. (sorry!)
i added my info column here. kahit di ko masyadong stinate yung personality ko, you can just read my posts and conclude na ahh.. si aj ganito, ganyan, what the hell, whatever.
don't absorb the 'rate my girl' part, sayang kasi yung space. hehe..
money!
so.. pics nalang kulang! don't worry, in a few months i'll be adding up pics and i'll stick to one layout nalang! ang hirap kaya ng papalit palit! la pa kasi kong photoshop kaya yun, pero kung meron na, hwahaha!..
summer plans!
thinking of shifting to engineering.. uh..
thinking of having a summer job..
thinking of going to taekwondo classes..
thinking of having art classes..
thinking of workshops and auditions..
thinking of religious activities.. whoa! too much!
thinking of being a community volunteer! whoa! too much again!
so.. engineering where there's a lot of math and drafting?!? (yeah, i super miss drafting! the t-square and the triangles, the vectors and the plates! the lines and the curves! even though my classmates in high school cursed drafting, i admit i love that subject!!!) hirap kasi ng i.t.! it's when i see tatay oso that makes me scream to death and say "dapat di na ko nag-i.teeeee.!!! di ko naman kayaaahhh!!!!!" but, nandito na ko, i should continue on. yeah!
summer job.. ohh. when i think of it, i remember someone! sorry po!
kasi there's again, a conflict between me and a friend, ayoko talagang may sumasabay sa mood swings ko kaya naiinis ako.. uh.. whatever. that's the last word i said, and everyone syempre would be very irritated kung kayo sya. i'm sorry, it all mixed up kasi that day, so i became more sensitive. i'm sorry again.
i'm practicing my art again, getting hang of art attack at disney ch, dami kasing projects dun at techniques.. well, sana magamit ko sya sa i.t. but nooooo!!!

2006-03-19T18:35:00.000+08:00

no classes tomorrow you know, so i have a day to review for my major, right now, magcocomputer muna ko.
the week's been so busy especially with the final exams.
we had our community service at navotas yesterday. well, uh, kasama ko nakatayo yung mga classmates ko, small lang kasi yung barangay hall kaya dun kami sa store nakatambay.. hehe.. tapos lalabas si sir ng hall..
sir: o tulungan nyo ko ilabas 'tong gamit
aj: talikod tayo kay sir kunyari di natin narinig
hehe.. so that's it, wala kaming ginawa except for some really hardworking students who participated at the program. hehe.. bad influ, huwag tularan! hehehe..
then we rode the bus pabalik ng school! eww.. the smell of factories and nearby rivers! talaga! kept my stomach turning off! buti nalang malinis yung air sa intramuros after getting off the bus.. whew! what a day i tell you!
walang maitutulad sa sumpang iyong nilikha.. (playing una by spongecola)
and i almost forgot! babalik na spongebob sa nick! after all those weeks! yeah! spongebob! hehe..

2006-03-17T18:32:00.000+08:00

etong comp masyadong pasuspense ginawa pang next week yung exam! the up-side is that we have more time to review! shocks parin!
i woke up very early kasi late na sila mom sa office then they woke me up para magcook ng breakfast ni bry (paspecial to! sya lang kasi may pasok ngayon..)
then my morning sickness.. hehe..
i can't sleep again.
no classes so i got to stay home and read five chapters sa comp! hmph! busy!
well, buti nalang may pasok yung mga friends ko kaya katext ko sila kanina habang they are on their way to school.
later may dinner kami kina jas'n, parang belated celebration, di kasi pwede nung monday, busy kasi lahat sa final exams!
letranista i.t. party? when? hala.. hanggang 12 daw? so how am i suppose to go home ng 12mn? shit.. they won't allow me..
two of my friends are still on their mission.. sana makausap nyo na sina chelsea at christine(not their real names)..

2006-03-13T18:06:00.000+08:00

happy birthday yosh! eighteen uh.. nineteen ka nah! whatever// hehe..
we have five subjects tomorrow for final exams, well, just posting.
katatapos lang magprint nung document ni bry, well, alis na ko.
good luck sa final exams!!!
good luck nalang sa lahat ng graduates!!!

2006-03-09T07:16:00.000+08:00

hectic... tapos na yung theo but it's incomplete, well atleast.
today is the big day kasi ngayon na yung defense namin sa comp and i'm not so confident about it.
sa friday, which is tomorrow, we have lots of things to do, morning: trigo quiz and cws project. sa afternoon: stat quiz again.
next week is final exams week! sched:
mon:stat
tue:eng,trigo,fil,pe,theo
wed:acctg
fri:cws
no schedules yet for major, maybe it's with the non-dep exams.

2006-03-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

fast lang to'
hello again and see my banner? it's for march and april... yeah, the site's a bit messy so bear with me. hehe.. i'm still in the unconscious state, medyo depressed, medyo masaya, it's like a dream. anyway, di parin tapos yung case study for computer, medyo mahaba kasi and i'm doing it right after this. after the exams i'll post again to prepare for the summer activities.. medyo marami, summer work! yeah! hehe..

2006-02-24T15:13:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time already, yeah, i'm very busy, though kanina idle ako while doing our research paper in computer. hectic schedule: the enemy.
so eto yung checklist ko for the remaining time in second semester
one. research paper in computer
two. work set in accounting
three. the dreaded cheer dance in p.e. which i think we won't be able to accomplish
four. gospel synopsis in theology
five. chapter review in statistics
six. news reporting in filipino plus the speech (talumpati)
yeah.. that's about it, then include review for all subjects especially in computer and theology..
uh.. i wish i will be able to change the layout before march.. oh god help!

2006-02-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

human touch.. i think some people like that, holding hands, a warm hug, well, who doesn't? valentines day is near, uh, what am i expecting? a date? nah.. not for now, wala pa kasing money..
fridays are mixed emotions days, i don't know, it's the day when i feel all sorts of things, naguguluhan, naiiyak, nababaliw, i think it's normal but some says it's lunatism.. oh god help me.. hehe..
we had seminar kanina, ang galing nung speaker! he's black, and he has a good sense of humor, di tulad nung ibang persons pag nagseseminar na boring and nakakaantok.. nice work mr. ignacius! hehe..
then, i went home agad kasi magbobonding kami ni kim, na ngayon lang uli nangyari, hehe.. naginternet lang kami, actually, nasa internet shop ako ngayon, kim left a few minutes ago kasi may curfew, well anyway, thanks for the company, nag neopets kami, tinuruan nya ko.. hehe..
well, moreover, tapos narin yung report sa stat, na leader ako. then, yung carinosa at cheerdancing sa pe, uh.. sir assigned me to divide the class, president kasi eh, nakakaasar. then, yung investigatory project sa major, medyo matagal gawin yun, and leader parin ako. then, that goes my busy life, bigla nalang may dumadating na trial. hehe.. di naman ako naggigive-up, kaya lang nawawalan ako ng time para sa sarili ko. aww..
yung mga hs friends ko, busy narin, di na kami nagkakasama, well, that's college life.

2006-01-27T10:55:00.000+08:00

tapos na exams.. i'm still here at the internet lab in letran kasi ayaw pa magpalabas ni guard.. kainis nga eh, pero mga 11:30 siguro pwede na..
this week's a bit hectic and busy for me kasi nga exams, syempre, i still have time to text, na di nawawala sa schedule ko..
last wednesday, after class, nagpunta uli ako kina jen.. and inis na ata sakin si hanna kasi lagi akong nandun sa kanila, la kasi ko masyadong makausap on my personal stuff, actually, wala naman akong problem, it's just that there's something na pinagawa ko kay jen.
uh.. mamaya pala, may mall show ako, deh.. joke, pupunta kong sm, up to two siguro kasi hihintayin ko si shai lumabas, maraming ikekwento sakin yun.. i'm excited.. hehe.. matagal ko na ring di nakakausap yun..
about dun sa trace's night sa 25, which is a tentative date sabi ni cai, uh.. nasabi ko na kay cai na makakasama ako kaya lang, di ako papayagan, i can't told her that night na di ako papayagan kasi badtrip siya.. as in, wawa naman kasi, konti lang nagreply sa kanya, pag nagreply naman ang daming reasons para di makasama, syempre, we can't do something about that cause all of our schedules are hectic kaya lang, konting consideration man lang about trace kasi six years siya sa canada, kaya kailangang may memories naman kahit pa paano from her friends.. bahala na.

2006-01-24T07:26:00.000+08:00

hey zeeps.. tagal din. anyway, this week is our midterm exams week, and of course expect me to be indoors, and study to death, like dati.. you know, ngayon, hehehe.. eto nagiinternet. mamaya nalang.
i'm the only person in our house, the other family members are in laguna to offer condolences to my grandfather. so sad but that's life. di na ko sumama kasi may exams. si bryan din, may exams and sabi ni dad, wag na kami sumama.
tuesday, no schedule of exam today, kahapon nag trigonometry which is ayos lang and filipino, not that bad. natapos ako mga 12:45 pm sa filipino exam then kailangan ko agad umalis cause wala ngang tao sa house. hay, so boring here.. buti nalang nakakapaginternet ako..
kai, and joanne, napuntahan ko na po yung blogs nyo.. hehe.. they're great!
jen, na di nakapagunli, ok lang yan, buti nagkabati kayo ni ron, sana magtagal kayo.. hehe..
last friday pala, nag sm las pinas kami ni kai, ewan ko ba we watched narnia! waah! again and again! nakakahiya tawa kami ng tawa dun sa theatre eh konti lang yung tao lakas pa naman ng tawa nun tapos pinagtitinginan na kaming dalawa.. heee.. scary..
waahh... i'm starving, my breakfast? a brownie.. no wonder..
tapos after ko pumunta sa sm, kina jen naman, hay grabe tapos umulan naglakad kami pauwi, hinatid ako kasi wala kong payong, no choice nga kami kasi yung tolda nalang yung natira dun kina jen, patay syempre ang laki laki nun.. tapos! may froggie dun malapit sa mini gubat.. nagtatatakbo ako, kala ko kasi toadie, ewan inaallergy ko pag may nakita kong toadie.. hay, kaya ito..
then exams na nga ngayong week, hehe.. sana makapasa, geh! better get going, i need to burn my eyebrows (magsunog ng kilay whahahah..) sa accounting.. hay..

2006-01-11T14:23:00.000+08:00

i tell ya! 8oox6oo ang resolution ng monitors nyo para nakacenter yung flash header! pag malaki kasi, hindi proportion yung body.. anyway here's the post!:
kind hearted friend of mine told me that leaving someone was not an option. don't set your love one free, it's a matter of choosing the right thing to do or in my case, fight for it.
hehe.. guys, we don't have theology, absent si maam! yey! hehe.. then i'm here in i.t. lab 1 (tama ba?.. basta.). it's a long day again, from seven thirty to six.. whoa..
my head is empty from all the anxiety (ano ba yun?) and doubt a person like me has something to do with.
back to school days..
we have classes on saturday, take note, whole day, from seven to six.. yay! it's getting worst! well, i'm not that tired now either, maybe mamaya pag accounting na... hehe..
kaninang lunch, we ate at karate kid. (tama ba ulit?.. basta..). it's a japanese restaurant, kami nga first costumers eh.. hehe.. kasama ko sina kel, si vyn, at si papa bear.. hehe.. then buti nalang nakaabot kami sa trigo hehe.. the seatwork is a bit confusing, naiwan ko yata yung brain ko dun sa karate kid eh.. hehe.. basta we're all full habang nagtritrigo, eh kasi naman ang dami ng food.. hehe.. kayo din, if you like jap food, try karate kid, masaya dun.. hehe.. nagpromote?
ayan, malapit na three oclock, mageenglish na kami.. yay! mabait naman si maam eh.. eheh.. next time!

2005-12-26T17:04:00.000+08:00

medyo napaaga yung pagpost ko ngayon wala na kasing magawa, excited narin para magkwento..
uh.. merry christmas pala ulet sa inyo.. happy new year too.
we flew last saturday, twenty four, three oclock from cavite to makati, we fetched mom from office, then we went to pampanga. three hour trip, it's cold and even colder when we get off the car. the family's not yet complete but the important people has arrived [vip's-such]. dumating si ninang from australia, with my cousins and my english-speaking pamangkins.. nandon si grandma and my dad's siblings, their sons and daughters and my pamangkins.. we ate noche buena mga ten palang, i got really sleepy so i slept early, mga eleven, before that ate she came to me and she let me see the wacky videos of my cousins. pati narin si carlo aquino nandito pala the night before, one daw siya dumating but then he had to leave, hinatid lang nya si kuya marvin, husband ng cuz ko, brother ni carlo si kuya marv. ayan, tapos natulog na ko. i woke up three am, damn it's very cold, mga eighteen to twelve degrees yung temp, i was wearing jacket and jeans that time, with socks pa, then blanket. wahh.. it's still freezing di na ko makatulog.
christmas day, wala nang magawa, nakikipagkulitan nalang with my cousins, si pat, my english speaking cousin, lagi kasama ni ate she, si ate joy, may work, may bf narin and si ate edz pala ikakasal nah. eehehe.. parang kelan lang a.. time does really fly so fast, anyway, mga six na kami umuwi back to cavite, daan muna kami jollibee sa nlex hehe.. nagtreat si mommy.
to all of us, may we have a fruitful new year, uh.. resolution ko? i'll try to be true to myself. i think this two thousand and six, there will be something more good that's going to happen. psyche!
have a nice year! :)

2005-12-23T16:14:00.000+08:00

hey guys! la kami sa christmas! fly to states kami dun kami magcecelebrate! yey! (states ka dyan) basta we'll not be on our house on christmas, family reunion kasi.
anyway, baka next year na ko makapagpost ulit! basta merry christmas and a happy new year blogbloods and blogzeeps!
december 10 pa daw balik namin sa school, nice..
di ako nakapunta sa arriba fest, next year nalang o kaya sa fourth year, hehe..
our neighbor is loud! he's playing guitar, wala namang nabubuo! hehe.. joke lang pare..
happy holidays! :p

2005-12-23T09:11:00.000+08:00

sa dami ng drama, hehe.. napaniwala ko si--, hehe.. and di na siya galit.
aj: "ok, ako na yung may kasalanan, now kayo nalang pumunta sa star city, ayoko kasing magcelebrate knowing na someone is treating me cold.
c--: "tol, pasko naman eh, reconciliation is just around the corner, ayan tol okay na ko ngayon ikaw naman hindi!"
aj: "ah, basta, the damage has been done.."
..and so on..
aj: "ok sige sasama na ko!.. hehe..!"
so ganon nga, hehe..
yesterday we celebrate the funky at four, actually, hindi pa pala kami five years, four palang kaya we changed the theme, hehe.. we spend the day at star city, walo kami, si jay, ako, shai, cai, trace, jason, jow, tine. ayan, kahit paano kumpleto kami, absent si lj and kaz kasi may important school business. si jen, di pwede kasi walang tao sa house nila. anyway, bday din ni jay yesterday and siya yung nagtreat saming lahat, besides sa use ng car nila, revo, eh, siya pa yung nagbayad ng entrance c/o mama nya, thanks tita! ehehe.. saya so wala kaming gastos talaga. hay sa car palang ang ingay na ng roadtrip namin, hehe, tapos pinagpaalam ni jay (pinilit) yung mga di talaga dapat pupunta, luckily sumama sila.. hehe.. si shai lang naman and tine yung pinagpaalam, dapat si cai di makakapunta dahil nasa pasay sila yesterday, takas lang siya.. hehe.. then pag dating dun, uh.. ayun rides muna (torture) tapos kain kami, di ko eeleborate yung torture este rides hay ngayon masakit parin katawan ko lalo na dun sa zyklone loop, pamatay, at dun sa wild river, basa! hehe.. si shai pagkatapos dun sa tilt spin (di ko lam yung name pero yun yung nakatilt yung ride habang nakatayo kayo, ang syempre nags-spin!), she felt nauseatic (bagong word?), may nalanghap daw kasi siyang ewan, parang toxic gas daw! hehe.. sabi ko di na ko she needs detoxification kaya the green trash can to the rescue!..
hay epal talaga takbo sila ng takbo dun sa tatlong haunted house, ang ingay nga sumakit yung eardrum ko dun sa mummy!
may pics sana ko kaya lang di ko pa napapascan, or nauupload..
hay, pagod na..

2005-12-18T17:03:00.000+08:00

good luck nalang sa tropa for their fab at five out na ko sa inyo.. i spoiled everything pasensya na ha.. kayo nalang, thanks for being my friends.. ngayon lam ko na yung limit nyo. i did my best pero di nyo napansin, you see my faults always. i'm very disappointed especially sayo kung sino ka man kilala mo sarili mo.[spoil me]
bukas ay founder's day! yehey.. though di ko lam yung gagawin pero excited narin ako sa mga mangyayari sa school.. hay sana walang class.

2005-12-17T18:58:00.000+08:00

dudez malapit na xmas, si paul nasa school, xmas program nila, buti si bryan vacation nah..
next week founder's week sa letran and i don't know kung ano gagawin, well, let's just see..
tapos.. malapit na bakasyon!
it's always raining bakit kaya? heh.. di nanonood ng news pasaway.. basta it's really cold.. i'm freezing. negative ten degrees na ata temp dito sa cavite.. joke.. mga twenty nine siguro.
the earplugs makes me bingi..
[edited due to some circ]

2005-12-17T07:34:00.000+08:00

hehe.. si jen natatawa.. seriously pare, ang laki talaga ng gulong napasukan ko. well anyway, i'll just wait until god told me what i should do!
veggies! tuloy ang fab at five sa twenty two! lahat daw makakasama! hah! thanks jaylyn kasi inayos mo yung lahat di sana ko sasama because i'm disappointed pero wow biglang nag-iba!

2005-12-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

eto reply ko:
at first i didn't expect i would fall for you, kala ko you're just one of those ewans i encounter. later i realize that whatever i planned to get rid of you, the more i learned to love you and the more i don't want to see my life without you.
hehe.. insane! wag seryosohin..

2005-12-14T08:28:00.000+08:00

hey thanks sa mga it1ecuties na laging nagpopost sa aking blog! thanks to cez, dyei, eunice and joanne! hehe..
hay kakukuha ko lang ng mga modules kanina sa website ni sir ronie, hay ang dami kaya lang five chapters palang nakukuha ko wala pa yung iba.. i'll just wait till he uploads the other modules kasi kailangan ko hanggang seven para makareview sa mid-terms! hay..
by the way kanina nanood kami ng play sa sc auditorium, about sa life ni st liem yung saint namin sa letran, in fairness, maganda di tulad nung ** basta it's really fun to see your schoolmates performing on stage, sa ssi kasi once a year lang nagkakaron ng play production and syempre laging maganda, excellente'!
hay pagdating sa classroom, syempre wala ng theo kasi nga may play tapos half the time nalang natira for english, eh wala si maam kasi di nya kami nakita kaya umalis nalang yata.. god sana di kami absent! hehe.. the boys are playing with the projector they are creating images from shadows using their parts of the body, hehe.. grabe of course you know kung anong ginagawa nila, hehe.. no more on this topic.
nagquiz sa accounting, it's not that hard pero kailangan talagang magaling ka sa logic kung hindi sasakit ulo mo..

2005-12-13T08:16:00.000+08:00

hey thanks to the cute girls of it1e who posted here on this trash, joke, my blog pala.. haha di sila makapaniwala na ako to' hehe.. this is really me. i'm just a quiet person. hehe..
how i wish bakasyon na so hectic ng sched namin hehe.. pero buti nalang i'm not one of the dancers sa field demo which is on monday.. thank god. hay kahapon nagaccounting kami grabe nagulat ako kinuha ni sir yung names namin sa likuran kasi di kami makasagot sa mga tanong.. as if namang may naintindihan ako!! hehe.. kasalanan ko rin pala kasi lagi kong absent, too bad. tinatanong ko nga si kel "so ibig sabihin bagsak na tayo sa accounting?" waah! di sana! i'm really worried sa accounting lang ako nagkaganito.. hehe.. i tried not to think of it more kasi baka mabaliw ako. anyway, may seminar kanina about flash, di ko na tinapos kasi binalik ko na kay sir ronie yung mga extra wires. hay ang hirap ding maging block president ad i can't find my self useful to them! patay ka sakin marvin di ka pumasok yung rj45 ko na sayo.
may name na tayo mga katext! gangsters! hehe.. basta don't come asking me kung bakit, i'll explain nalang next time.
now where's my fone, di ko makita..
hay paramita! nakasabay ko ulit si shai kanina kaya lang di kami gaanong nakapagusap pareho kasi kaming inaantok kaya tulog nalang kami sa van, uy chelle pasensya na di kita nasamahan ah, next time nalang may problem kasi talaga, di ko pwedeng sabihin.
uh.. next year may bago na kong layout! i'm planning of a new cool way to improve my blog, feeling ko kasi trash talaga to'.
tinanong ako ni arrianne kung gusto ko daw sumali dun sa webmaking(parang spider) sabi ko di ko kaya and walang time eh, medyo nakalimutan ko narin kasi yung coding, ang dami ko pa kasing iniisip! shit ang hectic ng sched! gusto kong bumalik sa high school! houch! ewan, parang masaya kasi nun eh! hay.. time goes on.. tumatakbo ang oras na iiwan na ako ng panahon! no! basta..
i'm starving.

2005-12-09T08:15:00.000+08:00

actually follow-up nito nung kanina, here you'll see the pics i've taken kanina lang sa sm, they're the paramita band! astig talaga! here it goes:

norman dellosa + guitars

ria bautista + drums + vocals

alsey cortez + bass
hehe.. nakakatuwa yung mga pics pasensya na di ko naayos (the flesh part is my damn cute finger!)marami kasing nakapila kanina at nagmamadali na ko hehe.., ayun nakay shai yung poster at cd since sa kanya naman talaga yun.. hehe.. nakakatuwa sila, pag katapos nila i sign yung mga poster, sabi ko kay kuya alsey "kuya smile ka." hehe.. tapos "ate rhia papicture!" hehe.. tapos "kuya normz pose ka!" hehe... nakakatuwa sila after that napangiti ako sabi ko "astig". kinanta nila yung hiling. astig talaga lalo na yung slow music na di ko lam title! hehe.. basta they rock! sana sumikat agad sila!!! hehe.. paramita rocks!!! thanks pala shai sa pag invite sakin ah, di ako makakapasok kung wala ka!! haha!!
)the grass will grow one day,if you step on it and it died, don't worry, it'll grow back again(

2005-12-09T08:14:00.000+08:00

i woke up this friday at 7.30 am, ewan ko ba, may pasok sila bro ngayon letran lang wala. i opened the computer at binuksan ko yung picture file niya. [edited due to explicitly dramatic content] manonood pala kami ni shai ng paramita mamaya basta yung band na vocalist at the same time drummer yung girl. astig nga i really want to be a drummer some day! hehe.. kala nyo marunong din ako magdrums, basic nga lang.. tapos ganito, may pasok si shai ngayon and i'm expecting her to be at sm mga five thirty siguro then she'll buy a cd para makapasok kami.. hehe.. astig talaga, musically inclined talaga to si shai! hay naku shai magpakatotoo ka na yan tuloy naagaw tuloy siya ni maja salvador.hehe peace out!
i'm reading memoirs of a geisha ngayon, siguro mamaya tapos ko na yung book, gusto ko na nga ring mapanood yung movie eh, basta astig! tungkol siya sa japanese history, yung time na may mga geisha pa, basta yun.
i've added a shoutbox (yes! may shoutbox nahh!!!) for some people to place comments oi guys ayusin nyo yung comments ha.. respeto naman sa cute kong blog.. joke! hehe.. thanks sa blog ni panget (di ko lam ung name nya ngkataon lang nagblog-hopping aq knina) kasi nakuha ko yung link papunta sa cbox.ws hehe, if you want your own cbox, just click here.

2005-12-01T08:12:00.000+08:00

huh.. kanina pa finished yung class, actually, wala talagang class na nangyari, nagattendance lang, nagpasa ng assignment with the folders *iba-iba yung colors ng folder, dapat blue lang.. hehe.. who cares? i'm surfing to see my classmates' blogs and their damn so nice-so nice! especially kay cez, waah!! favorite song ko pa yung pinatugtog *as of now hehe.. hay, nakakahiya tuloy tignan itong blog ko, haha who cares again?..
katext ko kanina si fae, tapos si lex, tapos si jen, hay.. they're all creepy di ko alam kung ano nang nangyayari sa mga buhay nila!! haha!
i've just realized a while ago that i am not a good block president, ewan ko, i don't think everything's under control, nakakatakot yung class! parang nakawala daw sabi ni papa bear! hehe.. di naman, mababait naman classmates ko eh! it1e rocks!!
nakasabay ko ulit si es(shaina) kanina sa van, actually, it's all planned, tapos hehe.. apologies to the old man na pinagtawanan namin, he's sleeping kasi then nabahin siya, hehe.. tulo laway, nagtinginan kami ni shai, grabe tapos natatawa nalang kami pasimple.. hay ang hirap magpigil ng tawa, iniiba ko yung topic but the image just keeps flashing on my mind!! hahaha!!! dare me! si shai pala sa ust nagaaral, conservatory of music, hehe.. astig nga eh rakista talaga yun kaya lang pangkeyboards talaga siya, i told her if she wanted to have a band, sabi nya "oo naman, sino bang hindi? pero, sino bang maghahanap ng keyboard-ista sa banda nila?" heeee.. i agreed nalang, pero bakit yung cueshe! [edited due to awkward circ], yung cueshe nga may keyboard-ista naman sila ah, well, sa tingin ko nasa attack naman yun.. hehe, i don't know what i'm saying.
hay, dadaan sana ko sa sm kanina kaya lang wala naman akong gagawin, as if namang gusto ko makita si ethel booba! di ko siya gusto! **ethel: di rin kita gusto noh! hehe.. sino pa ba nakita kong magsho-show, uh.. i think joross ata and roxanne, di ko rin sila gusto! hehe.. alam ko na sasabihin nila sakin!
hay, di na ko nakakanood ng tv, medyo namimiss ko na rin yung mga shows di ko na nasusundan yung story, hehe.. kampanerang kubo este.. kuba ay astig! hehe.. joke.
hay di pa nagre-reply si jen at fae, nasan na kaya yung mga yun? jen, probably nag-aalaga ng anak joke! ng kapatid pala. si fae, nasa los banos pa, ewan.
)we are all meant to fly, to soar.. but then at times we fail and fall.. so if ever you fail and fall.. feel free.. you know you can just crash into me{

2005-12-01T07:40:00.000+08:00

holidays na! ay di pa pala, i mean it's already december, yes.. time does fly really fast, not that wala akong napala this year, it's really a great year for me especially start na of my college days. uh.. you can visit my november archive kasi konti pa lang nakapost ngayon! hehe.. letran college week will be on the third week of december, i'm excited, probably. uh.. on sunday, we're going to watch a play on u.n. ave, it's for our filipino, uh.. i'm really confused now, sa sunday na kasi yung christening eh pag di ako umattend sa play, incomplete ako sa grade plus wala pa kong project, for short, i'm going to repeat fil3! noo.. that would never happen!
later pa class ko, mga twelve pa eh minsan late si sir, kapag twelve pasok ko, aalis ako sa bahay ng mga ten fifteen, siguro fifteen minutes to twelve nandoon na ko, it's really hard if you live far from school, waah.. the dreadful tardiness and absences i committed! damn.. sorry pala sa words.. too harsh-too harsh!!!
hay, later pag kauwi ko i'm going to sm first tapos manonood ako ng chicken little! hehe..
nagkita pala mga fellow ssiers (statefields students) sa park and ride kahapon, present si franz, si brian, si marje, si dian, si tine at si shaina (na lagi kong kasabay), tapos pinaalis kami nung dispatcher hehe.. nakaharang daw kasi kami, nauna na kaming sumakay sa van ni shai, tapos ibang destination na yung iba, nakasakay na kami nung dumating si gladys na kasama yung bf nyang bball player daw sa lyceum, hehe.. it's fun to watch people really going for big-time! heh.. good luck ssiers! miss ko na kayo esp tgp!

2005-11-30T08:09:00.000+08:00

the chronicles of narnia, uh.. i don't think that is the real name, but i hope so. i saw some teasers and i think the movie is just great, ewan ko lang kung kelan siya ipapalabas sa phils, i hope malapit na..
i supposed to have an english class today pero wala si maam may sakit daw siya, hehe.. nagiwan ng note, naku, i think i better get back to the classroom hehe.. nandun yung things ko baka manakaw..

2005-11-29T08:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday, walang pasok! hay, kaya nung sunday, one pm na ko natulog, katext ko sina jen about my problem,[edited], nakailang tanong ako kay jen nun bago ko nakatulog, i don't know kung nakapagreply ako nun, basta pag ka gising ko, tinignan ko fone ko, nakalagay thirty messages recieved. joke lang, lima lang pala.. ehhe... [edited due to awkward circumstances] gusto ko rin ngayon yung kung wala ka ng hale, hay, opm gets better and better not like dati, totoo naman diba?, na hook-na-hook tayo with foreign music.
i miss my friends terribly, i mean yung mga high school friends ko, mahirap din pala pag wala sila, anyway siguro by this time may mga tropa-tropa narin yung mga yun s colleges nila, pero nakakamiss din yung bonding dati na every recess at lunch break magkakasama kami nagsasawaan sa mga mukha namin hehe, syempre, there's always kwentuhan and sigawan, tulad dati pag nagsisigawan, ako yung loudest! hehe..
anyway, kaya ko nandito ngayon, yeah, may p.e. class dapat ako ngayon kaya lang di pumasok si sir, nasa sea games daw, kaya attendance nalang kinuha! hehe.. yan ang gusto ko sa college! great! di na umaalis sa keyboard yung fingers ko!
kawawa ka naman jo, hanggang saturday class mo tapos uwian ka pa, sana nag-dorm ka nalang, hay, ako? kaya pa!
minsan, i really get lazy to come to school kasi yung schedule di maganda, pero what inspires me ay yung people around me, ewan, masipag sila pumasok kaya papasok narin ako, masaya rin naman kasi sa school although malas pag di pumasok si maam or si sir kasi definitely, wala na namang gagawin.
ei rey, pasensya na pala di ako pumasok nung friday dapat sasali ko sa inyo mag basketball, wala kasi kong uniform nun eh, hehe.. good to hear nakuha mo na yung id mo, hey, to those of you who don't wear their i.d.'s baka kunin ni guard i.d. nyo, magkaviolation pa kayo, kaya ako, good boy, hehe.. laging suot ang i.d.!
sometimes i think i want to be a king, royalty?! wala lang, it's really cool especially if you rule a kingdom, kaya nga kingdom kasi may king, ehehe.. but syempre, di naman ako serious bout that.. the king must be good at communication skills, marunong mag-karate! joke.. and syempre, you have to have that prince-charming look.. hehe.. ako ba yun? joke lang a! epal!
malapit na december, no! not the big brother night, but christmas season of course, gift giving, parties, vacation! one crazy gig sa favorite nyong bar, while you spend the night with your one and only.. hehe, saya nun, but i don't think it'll happen ngayon, hehe, basta, i sense something, pero, how i wish magkaroon ng christmas party o kaya konting gimmick yung tropa kasi matagal na ring hindi nagkakaganon.. sino bang bibigyan ko ng gift, hay ang hirap sagutin, swerte kung may money ko sa pasko, i'll treat you all!

2005-11-29T08:06:00.000+08:00

last saturday, we went to qc, ang daming schools na kasama, nandun yung feu! hehe.. and may kasama silang band. anyway, happy clean air month to all you guys! what happened? here it goes: we arrived at the quezon memorial circle at two thirty pm hoping na di kami ma-late, sumakay kami ng taxi hehe.. i can still remember gian and greg onto their adventure feet, may hawak silang map ng manila! hehe.. parang extra challenge natatawa na nga si manong taxi driver hehe.. hey, mas napamura pa kami kasi tig-twenty six lang binayaran namin mula intramuros hanggang doon, medyo traffic nga eh pero basta ok, sa taxi, sa harap si gian at greggy, sa likod kami nila vyn, ako of course, si lloyd at si ian, haha.. one heck of a joy ride! ayun, we arrived nga sa circle and nandun narin yung mga schools. three oclock, we thought magsisimula na,kasi ang usapan, two tapos di parin nagsastart, di pa yata tapos yung registration and almost all letranites ay naboboring na, hello, likas na ba sa letranista ang pagkatamad kaya nagkalat kami sa different places basta may mauuupuan! hehe.. di naman, sanay kasi ang mga letranites na on-time. tama ba? hehe.. three thirty, ust rotc team has formed their formations on the field, nasa likod namin sila and there's a huge gap between quezon city polytechnic university at sto tomas kasi kami yung dapat na nasa gap, eh ang tagal mag simula, kaya there goes the letranites, yung iba, off to their houses na, syempre, kami na naka-"toka" sa banner, kailangan di kami umalis kasi mahahalata.. hehe.. four oclock to five oclock, ilang beses na kaming pina ayos sa field, di parin nagstart, kaya ang mga letranites, balik sa kanilang seats, bilib nga sa ust kasi talagang kanina pa sila nakatayo dun sa formation nila, hehe.. five oclock, nagstart na! ayan, masaya na kami, five thirty, nagpalipad ng mga butterflies sa circle, hehe.. pinagkatuwaan namin yung iba, pi-ni-cture-an, pinaglaruan, hehe.. kawawa nga yung iba, di na makalipad, hehe, yung iba, namatay. anyway, marami namang natira eh. six oclock, we went out of the circle, we went outside to form a human chain sa labas but di naman inabot, this time, marami nang letranites yung umalis, including my prof! grabe, ako nalang pala yung natira sa cws section namin, buti nalang nandun yung mga classmates ko, kaya sila kasama ko, anyway ulit, because di nga kasya sa labas ng circle, pinapasok ulit para sa loob nalang magform ng human chain, hehe.. yung ust rotc, holding hands papasok as in lahat, you should've seen their faces, nakakatuwa. hehe.. syempre, dahil pagod na kaming magkakatropa, uwi na kami, without letting the other profs see us, we crossed the streets rapidly, hehe.. tumakas daw ba? and then six thirty, nakasakay na ko ng van back to manila.

2005-11-25T08:04:00.000+08:00

[with edits]wala kong uniform, i forgot to wash them last night because i'm damn so tired of my schedule, syempre college na and i belong to a block so i can't make my own schedule, and it's hard to be an irregular student. tapos yun nga nasa laundry basket pa yung mga uniform, they don't smell bad but ayoko namang pumasok sa school na di na-wash ang uniform ko! vain vain vain!
uh.. saturday tomorrow and we're going to qc for the clean air festival as a part of our cws, i don't know why, we're going to clean the air!hehe.. i try to catch some pictures tomorrow para alam nyo kung anong nangyari hehe..

2005-11-11T08:03:00.000+08:00

[edited due to circumstances]hey meron nang bago!!! hehe... what's that? heee... yung layout lang po, instead of the usual white and black a few months ago, geez... nagevolve na siya yehey! maybe one day maglalagay na ko ng pics and maybe fix some errors kasi medyo magulo pa especially pag maraming archives sa isang month, it's really a mess! anyway...
haha guys bukas na po yung sm molino, actually three days na kong pumupunta dun, and i see sorts of different kinds of people, yes, different, i mean it's a lot different when you're in a province, like ours, in cavite. but of course i'm in full wardrobe last night when i watched the last full show of harry potter chapter 4 which is really cool (wag nang kumontra!). hehe... i was with my family that night and we're walking and these weird people has their eyes on me! literally, yes. ano bang magagawa ko eh super porma ko like i'm going to a party, why not diba?. ganon talaga ko, i never get tired of trying different types of "porma" for a certain event, hehe, they say i'm vain, hindi naman siguro mas matagal lang talaga ko sa wardrobe unlike most kids my age hehe...oh yes, i saw the jaboom twins last night damn they're so white not like on tv, nagulat nga ko kasi magkasing height lang kami hehe, i'm not tall, tama lang. ah basta nakakatulala parang bright light yung dumaan and there's these weird people na naman following the two girls, sabi ko sayang di ko napicture-an but hey, as if. :)

2005-09-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

another survey from lj, just love answering this stuff:
1. ARE YOU OVER 18?
>> uh... no... im only sixteen...

2. WHAT IS THE WALLPAPER ON YOUR
CELLPHONE?
>> mtvmotolounge_40.jpg

3. DID YOU GET ENOUGH SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
>> yes...

4. FIRST THING YOU THOUGHT ABOUT THIS
MORNING WHEN YOU WOKE UP?
>> exactly... where's my fone?...

5. WHAT DO YOU HAVE HANDY AT YOUR
BEDSIDE?
>> i have no idea... sorry...

6. EVER TRIED TO SKIP MEAL?
>> no...

7. ARE YOU ON A DIET?
>> nope... i'm on an exercise program hehe...

8. GRILLED OR FRIED?
>> both of them will do...

9. WHAT MAKES YOU UNIQUE TO OTHERS?
>> uh... i really don't know...

10. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
>> no

11. FAVORITE HANGOUT?
>> in front of the computer.... :)

12. 3 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
>> food,clothes and shelter malamang...

13. FIRST THING YOU WILL BUY IF GIVEN 1
THOUSAND DOLLARS?
>> wow that would be really great. donate to the charitable institutions hehe... joke....

14. FAVORITE SONG RIGHT NOW?
>> the one i hear this morning on the radio, it's rock.

15. WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
>> oh that's a secret hehe... bat ko sasabihin...

16. ARE YOU A GIVER OR TAKER?
>> i give but sometimes i take... sumosobra na eh... :)

17. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
>> aj, j, a***, u know it....

18. WHAT IS YOUR DAD'S MIDDLE NAME?
>> m***

19. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU
WATCHED?
>> Ouh... di ko na matandaan it's way back uh...

20. IF YOU WERE INVISIBLE FOR A DAY,
WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
>> be in ma' beh's room...

21. STUCK ON A DESERTED ISLAND & COULD
HAVE ONLY ONE KIND OF FOOD FOR THE
REST OF YOUR LIFE, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
>> ice cream!!!

22. FAVORITE T.V. COMMERCIAL?
>> jollibee cheesy fries.... i like the gurl she's very pretty hehe... :)

23. FIRST THING YOU'LL SAVE IN A FIRE?
>> ma' beh's pic

24. YOUR EYE COLOR?
>> green...

25. WHAT ARE THE THINGS YOU ALWAYS
BRING?
>> ma' money and ma' fone...

26. WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU
WERE A KID?
>> an ACTOR!!! like the ones in ang tv dti... :}

27. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY DO WHEN THE
CLOCK TURNS 7 AM?
>> exercise i think?

28. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDSHEET?
>> blue with spiderman print on it... hehe...

30. WHO DO YOU WANT TO MEET?
>> uh... secret... hehe...